Saddness

I had some great things to post but none of it matters right now.  I just read of Barbara losing her husband, and there are no words.  I did NOT have the pleasure of going to Chicago but have been reading her blog for awhile now.  This is so sad.  I  cannot imaging the heartache that she is feeling.  Barbara you are in my prayers and as many others have said....we are here for you.

Back to basics.

I have really gotten away from eating like a bandster so today is day one of the 5 day pouch test.  I am very excited about this and am hoping that this along with a fill tomorrow will give me a kick in the butt.  My life has been fairly crazy the last month with lots of family illness and some of it pretty serious so I have so easily forgotten about ME.  Why is it so hard for me to take care of ME first?  Well, I don't really care why at this point I just need to get back into my routine of no carbs and sugar, higher protein and working out.  I am off right now to do a little workout video with my 3 year old.  Just wanted to check in quick and say hello and let you all know where I am at.  I will write more tomorrow after my fill.  Have a great day all!!